Postage and Plan

i can't believe i've spend close to an hundred for postage in less then six months time
and i'm anxious whether i'll get a job
i am equally anxious when i see friends around me working already
greatly affected by the trend now.
i must save up for a trip back to Japan!
i planning to wait for my results which will be release on 27th Feb
then i'll update my resume and send out to the many company i circled out with red marker from the saturday's classified Ad.
hopefully i'll get one and i can forget about IRAS
that's plan A
praying hard though

if not i'll wait for my host to come
IRAS to start
pray that they'll extend my employment
pray that i'll get into university
pray that i'll get lucky to win a trip to Japan or my monther will strike 4D so that we can go Japan (expenese on her d:)
that's plan B

God i'm praying hard and i promise to be a good girl~