everything is going so wrong
my dear got a bone stuck in her throat
my cough is not stopping even if i pray it to stop everynight
my grandmama is not ok
my mom is not ok
my bro is not doing well in his studies and still wanna learn guitar when i think he should be doing his ten years series
but now i hope my grandmama is ok coz she seriously freaks me out
for more then 1 hours after i got home, she's repeating the same questions and forgeting what i told her just a second ago
then she vomited
her condition is making me so scared then i call for help
of course secretly so that she won't think i'm crazy or what
call all my uncles
everything she says i think it's ok until she ask me,"why are you coughing?"

"....ahma i've been coughing for days already don't you remember?"

wahlalalala that question she asked at least 5 times
holding back my tears for every repeated question i replied her
and she thought she's ok and refuses to let me bring her to see the doc
then my uncle came and bring her to his condo
cried after she went off
don't blame me for being emotional but i'm just a girl and getting very emo as i grow older.
i can't drive nor i know where is the nearest clinic ard my area
and where i live is situated too ulu to hult a taxi asap
so i'm equal to very useless when ppl gets very sick
and it's till today then i know polyclinics closes at 4.30pm

as for all my projects elearning and union
don't even have to mood to think anymore
can someone bring some smiles back on me?
god bless us all? so that tml will be a better day?