at this point of my life, i feel absolutely terrified about my future. first, my school is starting. there were times i sit down and evaluate my next semester modules and then feel....scared! I had Auditing which i know i didn't do well during my poly days, Financial Analysis that sounds like i need to remember the entire Financial Reporting Standards, Management Accounting which gives me reminiscence of Miss Pear a.k.a Michelle and lastly, Macroeconomic that leaves me utterly.....blank and speechless. with all these in my bag and the pressure to do well, i'm horrified.
when i start thinking further into the future, things like what career am i suppose to pursue and it just scares the crap out of me! should i be an auditor, accountant or going other paths like art, beauty and wellness? oh..i'm getting headaches.
of course i had other issues like getting my cats sprayed, my JLPT, my social circle, my birthday party, my missing library book , etc etc. these are more of near future events that i will soon face. dear me, i got no where to hide~ my god! i'm resorting to cuddling snowball and watching fishes swimming in farmart like a retard to reduce all these unnecessary tension .......................................................................................................................................... hahahahaha! this is a silly entry! MY GOD!
(feeling better after doing deep breathing (((:)
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