what i really need

i'm going to study so hard for my FTT tmr because previously when i tried to hug d mighty Buddha's leg i ended up failing. praying hard that i'll pass. god bless me! i really need to pass my FTT.

and can someone hand me a bazooka? i really need it to help my boss kiss all his flyer and the world goodbye.

sometime i really think i'm not maximising my youth right now. yes i insist it's youth! ((: and i always got this thinking of not being a accountant but something else. Maybe a tour guide, fashion designer, makeup artist, skin beautician? sometimes i want to be a retard too, with saliva dripping, dirty messy hair, sitting ard staring blankly into the sky and in my brain thinking about the same sky i once looked upon in japan. oh dear i'm missing my host family again. dangs! i know i'm not ready to go there now. (cos there's no holiday) but when will the time be ready i don't know. of course i don't mind traveling to elsewhere like Taiwan, Europe, Egypt or Sahara too. hahahaha!

i guess what i really need to do now, most importantly!, is to read thru my study guides and do the tutorials.

GOD BLESS TO THE WORLD!