Monday, November 19, 2007

Rotting in School

here's some once in a while time i'll blog in school
having IAP lesson now (#_#)
4 long dreadful hours
but about 2 hour plus we can choose to lays around or continue work
there're transparent windows and sliding doors around us
and we are all slacking openly
some are watching youtubes online, some are surfing the net, some are busying calculating whether they will get an A for their IAP and there's some like me doing random stuff.
i have nothing to do because i have a group which are not so glued
and we are somehow divided maybe due to sexist reasons
or we just can't stand the other party anymore
even eating together is difficult
in this final lap we shall BARE with the uneasiness and frustration
the disgust of "one's" face and working attitude of another
what more can we commend when we ourselves is not up to other's standard
in this world there's bound to be people that are smarter in one area or an honour role achiever

why do i still feel like someone needs to go on medication or rehab?
or setting someone on fire so that he can be warm forever?
is it seriously because of "restricted" vocabularies that's making me all pissed and angry?
or just my already twisted perception on you?
god pls make us get even?

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