hoHnO!
i'm losing a grip to myself!
fighting with the early "morning call"
fighting with the revision for MST when i'm suppose to enjoy my 2 weeks holiday like what all my lecturers said
fighting with the messy handwriting of mine which is somehow illegible while doing my revision
fighting with the contain of my emotions to the freaks of nature!
wah!
i'm losing it i'm losing it
i'm losing it like lol apas aka brb gtg btw ie eg NB p.s. wth cmi knn
i'm terrified with my constipation
terrified with my coming mst (coz i've not studies)
terrified with my future in union
terrified with my diploma plus never ending test and quizzes
terrified with my final year project IAP (coz holiday ends = start of projects)
terrified with the Stuart FAT in my house
terrified with the layers of dusts all over my house contributed by the construction site
terrified with JOHN....
and terrified with the thinking of where to go after i graduate from poly
actually it's not that bad
so long there's good food and entertainment ard the world
i'm pretty motivated to manage all the terror above
my dream is that i'll have a plantation of money trees that grows money for me to harvest everyday
or a goose that lays golden eggs everyday so i can sell it to Walt Disney for display or merchandise @ Disney land
and i know i can dream on
so now i'm gonna face reality by drowning back to my AFA MA CF CLAW tutorials
goodbye world
see you at "nOwhere"
oh yah
"nOwhere" is the name of my cafe in my dream world that earns a turnover of $1 zillion per financial year
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