confusion

look so forward for this holiday
yet when it comes to monday there this urge to go school
like every normal day
the school thing really gets into the routine
feel like attending lectures and doing tutorials
but thinking it's holiday
i slack a whole hell lot like a PIG!
instead of staying up late to do tutorial which i usually does
i stay up late to do picture collage
playing with illustator
instead of waking up at 7 or 8.30am to catch the MRT
i pig on to like 11 to 1pm?
totally OUT OF CONTROL
so half of the day is wasted
ever since saturday i told myself i got to finish up the undone AFA tutorial
ya'know it's tuesday now and the tutorial is currently collecting dust in my folder
i spend most of the afternoon watching VCDs or taking nap
life is almost like heaven
if only i don't have MST, Union, Tutorials, IAP, keeping fit and heathly, and the crazy cough in mind.....
and gettting frantic when my anut said if i continue to cough i should take X-ray to check whether i got lung cancer
and thanks to the cough which i seriously got to control my diet
the no oily no fried no junk no cold no chicken is really keeping my weight down
thank goodness! so that's one probmo down
no idea why this kinda diet will lead to food poisoning today
whatever goes in
comes out like mad
even eating now is a sin
i got no idea what my mon has gaven me for my cough but it's making my vomit air or sometimes lucky phlegm
totally DISGUSTED
end up doing housechore rather than homework everyday
i miss good food, blended mocha, bubble tea, sometimes chicken
i miss alot of ppl
this year LTC is burning yet another hole in my pocket again
no matter how hard i refuse to pay this $50 deposit
i CANNOT RUN~~
sounds scary
imagine SAA hunting me
and the talk that's gonna start from 830am till 5pm tmr
my butt is gonna hurt real bad after the session man
high hopes on good food catered
(but guess it'll be fried food again)
oh GOD bless me a zillion
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